X - Throwing a ball

I feel displaced in such an outgoing atmosphere.
Outwardly, I'm just another likeable lighthearted,
and it's gaily that I grind my teeth.
On a nook, a wiry and battle-scarred bigwig scrumbles
spewing his misshapen rashness.
Don't breathe a word about the as yet unaceptable:
On a daily basis, we lead a double and scolding life.

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Muntant una festa

Em sento desplaçat en un ambient tan extrovertit
Externament, sóc només un altre agradable despreocupat,
i és com si tal cosa que apreto les dents.
En un racó, un fibrat i curtit peix gros s'ensorra
mentre vomita la seva deforme irreflexió.
No diguis ni una paraula d'allò encara inacceptable:
Cada dia portem una doble i queixosa vida.

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